Mum I still tell myself that you are here in person and sometimes I really believe you are but the sonetimes it just hits me that you are not and the feeling I get that goes through my body is undescribable but it shows how much you mean to me and how hard being here without you is, you guided me day after day and always gave me the right answer when I needed it. People say the way I talk and behave is very similar to the way you did and it makes me so happy to hear because I know that no matter how far away you are I will always have you with me as I am part of you and I always will be. Love you always and forever mum. Ry xxxxxxxx