Mum, God I need you now! I wish you could guide me in the right the direction because I could really do with help! I wish you could meet Kyle! He is a lovely chap, but then again he can make me a bit upset! I just wish you were here so I could get some advice from hou! Dad is doing well but he hasn't gotten ang better with money or cooking! You would of loved Tia she helps me out like a sister, leads me in the right places even when she is down. Grampy Alan is doing well and Lynne too, he is really missing you though mum we all are! Ryan is really happy with Chloe they're building there house at the moment well it's done but the just got to decorate! Don't see him much though, as much as I'd like too! But that's what happens I guess as you grow older! I love you so much mum I really do, I love you to the moon and back, and miss you meow than ever, from your little girly Eleanor xxx